Where am I at 6 months later

I have no idea.  Have worked out twice in the last 2 months.  I have the grab and go shakes and bars, but haven't used a blender.  I feel much better when I grab those to eat than I do when I make a drive thru run.  Yet, I still make those runs.  Need to conquer emotional eating, but those quickie items are going to get me through the holidays.  One day soon I'll be somewhere where I can get on a scale and see, but my clothes are about the same.